i'm a good liar

I've become excellent at not being transparent but appearing to be so.

It is an art. 

It is taught at Pastors conference (maybe not directly, but it is).

It is the best way to become a successful pastor, leader, employee, spouse, parent.

Contemporary Churches have become environments where this is rewarded.  We love to hear some one's confession of  sin, some one's story of growth.  We don't actually want to investigate how they are doing today.  We don't want to look someone in the eye and sincerely ask them about sin.  It may involve more time, prayer, friendship.

We like the label of "authentic" without the work that comes with sincere authenticity.  

-will I truly be accepted if people know ____.  

-what will people think of the fact that I ____.

-I really don't want people to use ____ against me.

Let's what call it what it IS.

We are a culture of liars and typically we are a church of liars.

no more......excuses

I make them all the time.......

I'm really busy right now

I don't get enough sleep

God loves me regardless

It doesn't make me that bad

I am pretty good at it already

I am helping others

I don't want to be legalistic

i have the excuses and more.

all excuses.

excuses for why I do not devote myself to reading of the Word and prayer EVERY DAY.

but.......I'm done.

10 random things about my current daily life

1. I am reading through Proverbs very slowly. I am on chapter 9 after a month of reading and it is changing my life!

2. I have seriously increased the number of meals I eat at home due to health and finances.

3. My Alltel report says that I average over an hour and half on the phone a day.

4. I watch 99% of Pardon the Interruption episodes.

5. I typically wake up at 6am and go to sleep around midnight.

6. I try to listen to a sermon a day.

7. I spend at least 30 minutes studying/discussing a religion besides Christianity.

8. I am experiencing the benefits of deep prayer life for the first time in a long time

9. I enjoy reading (or listening to my wife reading) Cameron a book every night.

10. Everyday,  I am confident that tomorrow will hold great things...

crazy day

6:20 wake up (overslept and did not make it to the gym)

6:45 Time in Proverbs, Prayer and enjoyed a skinny soy vanilla latte

7:00 worked at Starbucks (was on bar for the first time in over a month)

10:00 showered and headed to Cameron's Dr appt

10:45 Cameron's dr ran out of the office b/c of an emergeny at the hospital (reschedule for later)

11:15 lunch with the fam at Hideaway Pizza

12:15 came home to fix a panel of our fence which had fallen down this morning and led the dogs to run around the neighborhood (they are big but wouldn't hurt a fly - ok they kill small animals, but no people)

1:00 conference call with Chris Hodges (pastor of the church of the Highlands) he was 30 min late, but it was a great call!

2:00 finished fixing the fence

2:30 e-mails and changed to go back to cameron's dr

3:15 Cameron's dr appt (royal treatment was given)

3:57 arrived at signs galore which closes at 4pm to place t-shirt and sign order

4:25 picked Cameron up (Christie is working tonight)

4:30 received back to back to back phone calls about complicated stuff

5:00 sitting down blogging about this and realizing that today could have been very stressful, but I chose to have a good attitude today and I started the day off with some QT with God.  

I know it is overstated but that really is a good start to a day in which anything and everything could happen.  Hopefully I will begin tomorrow that way as well!

BJ Head

Yes that is his real name.

I thought that is was very fitting to conclude this five part blog series with BJ. BJ first attended mosaic about five months ago. He and his girlfriend at the time chose mosaic because they wanted to go to a church that was not all about tradition and where they knew they would not be judged (they actually heard about us from visiting shoreline). Since then BJ has surrendered his life to Christ and been baptized. He is also serving every week with our greeting/parking team and is faithful in participating in many things that we do as a church family.

This week I got a call from BJ asking for some advice on a commentary to help him understand the Word more as he reads. This is a point that many life-long "Christians" haven't gotten to in their walk.

I am so encouraged by BJ and his hunger for Christ to be in control of every aspect of his life. I am thankful to be a witness to what God is doing.

BJ is why we started mosaic church.